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hello you,
friend from elementary school
middle school
high school.

i'm so glad you can ooze friendship one day
and snub me the next.

can you remember that time...?
oh, never mind.
i'm sure there are better things for you to worry about.
forget i ever asked
or existed.

so this summer while you're out
please remember those empty invitations
that were extended my way
the ones i had the audacity to take to heart.

hooray for summer?

Currently Listening Chase This Light By Jimmy Eat World see related

its gonna get harder still before it gets easy.

ahhhh.

why is it getting harder?!?!?!

Please!
just please let me explode
into this culmination of words!

i will burst into flames
bc oxygen you know,
is very flamable.
and i seem to be full of air.

give me some helium
and i swear to you
i
will float
away.

and you won't even notice.

are you listening
TO ME SCREAM?

that shouldn't even be a question because i know the answer.

i have so much to say right now.  i dont know where all these words came from but they're just pouring out of my finger tips right now.

i have to say that i am in love.
and i have to say that even though i am in love, i still have issues with this boy that i'm trying to work out.  and i dont even think he knows.

and i have to say that i hate school.  i am so caught up in grades and class rank that i could drown myself.  ha, and i probably wouldnt even notice.

and i have to say that i miss my best friend.

best of me

the shape of a heart that they cut out of stone